you are my sweetest downfall.
i loved you first, i loved you first.
beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth.
i have to go, i have to go.
your hair was long when we first met.

samson went back to bed.
not much hair left on his head.
he ate a slice of wonder bread and went right back to bed.
and history books forgot about us and the bible didn't mention us.
the bible didn't mention us, not even once.

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mõtlen, et miskit kriibib mu kükitava mannatera suuruses ajuvatsakeses.
miski, mis tuleks selgeks mõelda.
aga siis tuleb hoopis siuke tunne peale, et mõistus on täiesti lage ja tühi.
lage ja tühi. lage ja tühi ja mõttted on õhkõrn udukogu, millest miskit ei eristu.
on vaid tunne, mis on ühtaegu enesega rahul, teisalt minu peale kuri, siis jälle kellegi teise peale kuri, siis kogu maaailma peale kuri. siis natukene õnnelik. natuke segaduses, natuke hirmunud.
imelik tunne on.

vähemalt meil on meie süda seal pildi peal.